Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Love/Hate

You love to hate?
Sadism.
I hate to love.
Lovesickness.
You hate to love to hate?
Shame.
I love to hate to love.
Masochism.
You love to hate to love to hate?
Shamelessness.
I hate to love to hate to love.
Depression.

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Sunday, May 27, 2018

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Facts presently -

30, broken up with gf, Nana discontinues chemo, Larry's dead, Logan's moved to Chi, Kenny and Callies mom and dad respectively have stage 4 and a few months left, 90 days sobriety, highest paid and most rewarding and challenging work of my career, new laptop and DAW work soon, shifts in attitude and outlook, reading more, life is good. 

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