Sunday, March 27, 2022

Frivolity is unimportant

Here is how awesome God is.

God descended to earth as the Son of man, conceived by the Spirit (no man), the same which roamed over the surfaces of the waters of the deep of the formless desolation in the creation, suffered a brutal death, descended into hell, and for all who believe in His testimony, put into the second death the burden of the sins of the world, of all who believe, in His offer of reunification with God the eternal, having faith in these facts of our Lord, the only true Lord, believing He was/is the only, and very first, to rise to life again, knowing true life, being God himself, only three days after dying. After this, he ascended into heaven, and will come again to the Earth, shaking the resting places in a glorious all consuming fire. May He have mercy on us all! May he be known to all.

Two men died next to him on that day also. Before they died, one asked for mercy, the other demanded it. Man is sinful, and in that deep suffering, men's hearts are revealed. May God have mercy on us all. 

We can learn from Him, He once walked among us. And the reason he isn't at the moment is because of the most amazing event in world history (yet). Wouldn't the whole world seek Him and the great Helper? He makes all things new.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2022

Apokalupto

I have faith in your ways,
not mine.
I find no favor, 
but through the Son. 

many signs and wonders
have been done,
it is sure that these,
are not flesh and blood. 

he desires mercy,
and not sacrifice.
he knows what you need,
before it is revealed.

may these roots live
and grow with the vine,
when summer is near,
at the doors, harvest

to the furthest depths
and the greatest heights,
your name is declared
your word commanded

he desires mercy,
and not sacrifice.
he knows what you need,
before it is revealed.


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Wednesday, March 9, 2022

the Word: I AM.

We love suffering 
& deaths embrace 
in our fractured and broad 
destruction. 
We love killing people
because
love is long suffering 
& all we have is time,
but we know love not!
and we have not time!
we kill ourselves. 
We are deceived so deeply,
and God knows why. 

It is truly useless.
Pain is pleasure 
to us.
Existing to hate,
obvious ignorance, of course
we're given -
and this mysterious 
hidden knowledge 
somehow...
deep inside 
that we call faith,
I can't help despairing
from the thought of it - 
that we know right and wrong
yet still not understanding it;
and enjoying sin anyway,
is the heart of the matter.

we do not know what is holy.

bitter is sweet
right is wrong 
blah blah blah.

Is this true:
God's love is so great he can make hell and leave it for us to go there.  
Who's not honest with themselves, & lacking foresight anyway, 
they know they deserve it. 

Earthquake, tsunami. 
moral, natural...
Simple as rain
God chooses &
draws to His pleasure
draws
draws
draws
Jesus sanctify me,
have mercy
on all of us sinners;
making ALL THINGS happen. 
Yes, all things.
And you, in your foolishness 
think God's reasoning,
is any concern of yours.

Say Solomon split the baby?

being split is pleasure 
for we are split
and God cannot be
not even in image;
I suppose this is what they call,
soul searching,
for I search everyday,
having been cursed & blessed
with a mortal mind.
How is it the Word can suffer,
not being sinful?
the word is a consuming fire
Saying I am not
destined to enjoy wickedness 
every hour,
is false.
I'm hidden, 
have faith 
you're fucked
from birth.
fucked
fucked 
fucked.

In few material things,
I find temporary reprieve.
But truly I'm immaterial
 
How on earth,
are we to take dominion.
but by the grace of GOD.
This is why we are commanded 
not to judge:
for we cannot judge properly.

would you have been Adam?

fools married happily
during the flood;
chasing the wind...
your arrogance
is uninteresting
and untrue
and you know nothing,
about covenants...
eternal covenants,
save me God,
I crucify sin and face you,
repent or perish,
your holiness demands it,
try as I may,
your Spirit is needed
Jesus,
your Helper.
alone,
my works are dead.

mind is murder 
money chokes
into blissful mania.
can you really survive 
off the land in the hardship 
in which you were destined. 
you come after tribulation,
after the abomination. 

death is not an option,
it is the answer.
death to the sinful self,
I choose you,
my faith is facing you,
save me from testing,
deliver us!

what choice to you have 
but to feast with passion
on the flesh,
whose truth transforms 
your very blood. 
rejoice for those moments of clarity,
but make no mistake:
yours is a mortal soul,
and you have demons.

useless seekers
bonded for hades
fight for your lives:
by dying
to yourselves 
in this space,
in this time,
to find it. 
never stop seeking,
God have mercy.
Alone,
it is to your peril.

who can speak for me,
the life is in the blood,
and it is true:
we need every word God speaks
and we are judged 
as in a court,
for every one word
which we speak
midst our sinful suffering,
to the great consuming fire.

how to pray for their deliverance 
when not drawn for it.
who can answer for God?
some are confident they know 
this answer:
we all love being blind.

what is Gods mind.

who do you follow?

few really understand 
and can really love their enemies,
themselves. 

perhaps the best question,
according to an acquaintance 
upon judgment day, 
is to simply ask:
Why?

And the only answer, 
I'd wager, is the one 
already given:
I Am. 
you deserve to know 
the answer?
Renounce the world,
for we do not understand 
the absolute holy One
the great I AM.

pray for the deliverance of the repentant 
to righteousness. 
pray to God
& with great fear
the Son of the morning
with flame of fire in his eyes
and the absolute sword of His mouth.

have mercy on us
have mercy on our souls. 
we do not understand.

"they do not understand what they do." 

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